I got to know this book by accident. WangFei is my favorite singer.

Not only because of her voice and the rhythm of her songs, but also because of the contents of her songs.

Yesterday, when I was listening to the music of WangFei,

The life philosophy and artistic conception expressed in songs attracted me.

I suddenly wondered that who wrote such good songs for her.

By searching on the Internet, I knew more about LiXi as well as his book,

You are not unhappy. ...

However, I found that sometimes others may not know that...

They may just feel that you're so annoying by keeping asking questions.

They wish that you stop it immediately.

My conclusion is the more you care, the more you get hurt...

You care, then you think. You think, then you will get worried.

When you get worried, then you will try to find out the answer.

When you try to  find out the answer, then people will stop you.

When people try to stop you, then they will use something to hurt you.

So that can make you stop.

Actually,you are quite a stranger although we have chatted several times.

However, I don't really know you...

You're so close to me but yet you're so far to reach.

Silent, in between us just so silent...

Maybe even when I met a stranger, I still will say hi to him or her, but now we're even worst than that.

 I just wish that nothing happen that night, just wish that I'm the one who think too much...

 Just wish that this is just a dream, and let it end when the time I wake up...

 I'm tired with this, just wish to end it up...

Last week I and my friend Lucifer cleaned it from the inside out, just ready for me to setup my stuff.

And just, let the forwarder to pick up my stuff from the old place and sent it to the new one.

When they moved everything on the lorry then only I noticed that how much thing that I have, my stuff filled half of a 5tan lorry...

The driver asked me:"Are you moving together with your friends?"

Me:"Nope, from this apartment only me alone will move to the new place..."

Driver: “Oh, I thought the stuff behind are belong to three of you in the new place...gee, you alone..."

Me: " for me alone..."

The room now ready to stay,however,the poor bathroom not really enough for me,

But I have no choice since I’m broke now, cannot afford to get the spacious lovely washroom and America standard equipment- which brand I like best....

Oh, forget that, at least I am not the worst.

There always be something that I cant tell everybody.

But trust me,I am and will awalys be willing and grateful to listen to you.

I try to remember every single word which encouraged me in so many cold nights,vividly.

There are lots of people I wanna say thank you to,but I unfortunately didnt make it.

Sometimes when I stop and turn around,I could see those old dreams were fading away in the air.

All I have to do is to keep going and never look back again.

Is that alright? Is that alright?

I will never know.

I imagine that he will help many black people feel good about themselves.

He should be an excellent role model.

I want to show the black children that they are valued and respected.

I hope that Obama will show America a positive change.

I think he should make a wonderful president for America.

Good luck to the USA and its new president Obama.